one year together :')

hai, asalammulaikumm :) hai baby love, happy 1st anniversarry. may allah bless of us :') i love you so much! so damn much. hikhik thankyou for still staying. i will keep this love untill forever and ever :) and thankyou for everything. i really appreciate it. thanks again. well, here dah one year dah kite together. dah besar. dah matang. bole fkir mana baik mana buruk. but lately kite asyik gaduh. i dont know why :( i taknak gaduh and i tak suka gaduh, its make feel like.. hmm nak cakap apa lagi kan? Allah tengah uji kite smpai mana tahap kesabaran kite dalam hubungan. sayang, actually i sayang this relationship. sayang sgt. i taknak ada apa apa yg bole halang kita. oh so blush when i say this -..- nevermind lah.i sayang you lah bie. hm :'< dulu kan you tak busy sampai mcm ni. kite okay je. tak gaduh. baik baik. selalu meet up. kata nak 24/7 ada dgn you, tapi bila i buat mcm tu, you mcm busy, sometimes late reply. yeah, myb busy. takan lah smpai read je takbole nak reply isit? i just wanna you love me and care me and all. u=i taknak ruined evertyhing yg kite dah plan. its all still on planning. marriage. family. kids. future. sorry to if i've to say this, i tak rasa bahagia. happy happy, tapi i tak nmpak my happiness tu kat mana? isit kat you or else? bie, l'll try to be the best for you. i am now. sabar. ujian. redha. pasrah. semua. sbab i terlalu sayang kan you and our relationship. sorry lah if i ni slalu buat you sakit hati. i takde niat. i know, first punca yang kite jadi mcm mcm bcause of me. i know. and you zzzup! terus berubah. you've changed. i taknak pun all that happend. kalau lah masa bole undur balik, i akan betulkan apa yg i buat tu. i takpernah lupa apa yg you cakap. bagi  :') semuanya cukup!